Let's Make a Long Story Short :)
Age 4; sexually abused. Age 5-13; childhood with divorced parents and bad memories. Age 12; first time I cut myself. Age 13; first spark of love. Age 14; first heartbreak; eating disorder blossom; severely underweight; eating disorder sort of recovery. Age 15; eating disorder relapse; first love…first shattered heart; more depression, lots of cuts, eating disorder severity deepens. Age 16; severe depression, suicide attempts, near death experiences, mental hospital stay, healing, finding God… well.. and that's about it. The past is the past and I can't change it, no matter how much I want to. I can let it define me, or I can let it help me grow... But we'll see. I have to go to the gym, but hit me up with questions. 
MissAutumn MissAutumn
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 19, 2014

when jesus died on the cross he was standing for you, you that satan tried to destroy, but he has come to give you life, life where there was death, and abuse, and hurt, he gives you blessings and healings, and forgiveness and joy, live in the new you, put the pains on the cross with jesus ,bury it with him and rise with him victorious and a blessing to your world, and show the devil that you and jesus are winners.

Beautifully put. I'm trying. I have started seeing missionaries for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. And I've never felt more complete