Loved So Much It Hurts

For 13 years I loved someone... full blast. Took care of him by: ******* him, living with him, earning more than him, supporting him emotionally, sexually and financially.... the works... totally in love. We planned for our future together. We both adored the idea that we will grow old together. But for a long time, I'm the one who keeps supporting him financially... I paid for his college degree and all other educational expenses. Now he's a total man... feeling accomplished... and got himself some girlfriends. A big OUCH for a woman's ego....

So there, I was used and abused. And he still e-mails me stuff about us. WTF, right? I decided to concentrate on myself.

Btw, he's 3 years older than me.

jollyrancheroooh jollyrancheroooh
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 10, 2010

i have a similar story of how i gave my ex everything when he had nothing, and when i was down and when i was down and out he was doing good and he dumped me.<br />
what goes around comes around!<br />
it's been 2 1/2 after our separation and he tells me i am the only women he ever loved, but when we was together he was confused the whole relationship and treated me badly. he tells me he changed and wants me to give him another change. he is misearble and cant find anyone to treat him well. but i am with someone else now and 1000's of miles a way.<br />
after what he did to me did he really think he life would be great!!!