You Write Your Own Story.

I can't change the past i have come to terms with that. when i was younger i was raped by my brother more than once. and fooled around with by my other brother. i dont know what happened. i dont know why. some days i still feel like i'm dying. i have a boyfriend, we've been on and off for the past 5 yrs. and i feel we are meant to be. however my fear of getting close to someone has caused us many problems and caused a lot of break ups. when i get stressed i push people out. and always the people that are closest which means him. so if i cant change the past, how do i change the future? 

kmarie6 kmarie6
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 3, 2010

Write out what you want on a paper. Then cloes your eyes then blow on it. I've done this more then twice and it works for me every time. I don't know if it will work for you but its worth a shot. Just give it a go.