I am beginning to wonder if there is something wrong with me.  Most of the time I either get snubbed by people or rejected.  You'd think I had leprosy or something.  It's really gotten to me.  It hurts so much.  I feel so worthless and have no self-esteem.  Even my mother treats me like I'm nothing. 
lovemyplants lovemyplants
56-60, F
3 Responses Aug 4, 2010

Hold that head up. remember your a wife, a mother, and a gran. that means a lot to people in your life.There is nothing wrong with you, there is something wrong with them. Keep on smiling and think positive!!! =]

Thanks - this is helpful.

Questions - do you have leprosy? - do you take baths regularly? - do you have a twin head sticking out the side of your neck? - perhaps Gastroenteritis? - Tourette Syndrome? <br />
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I bet you were teased allot in your very younger years weren't you. And your mother sounds like she must be jealous of you somehow.<br />
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Positive affirmations can and do have marked impact on promoting a healthy perspective with regard to social rejection. Remember that SNL skit - "positive affirmations with Stewart Smalley"?<br />
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The next time you feel snubbed consider taking a moment to stand in front of a mirror and say these things to yourself....<br />
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I deserve good things. I am entitled to my share of happiness. I refuse to beat myself up. I am attractive person. I am fun to be with. <br />
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And another thing, at your age, you shouldn't be giving a crap what anyone thinks of you. Those kind of insecurities are for the young and stupid to worry about.