I'm Not Sure Why..

i do feel sad alot, but i just cannot cry, i have sort of trained myself not too, since about a year and half ago when i had a sort of nervous break-down (during that time i couldn't stop crying). Nothing seams to shock me or upset me anymore, i once was very upset after i had a huge argument with my best friend and i felt extremly sad but no tears would come out, someone i was with said "ohh stop fake crying" but they don't understand i needed a good cry, its not an attention thing, i often feel sad alone and need a good cry, but tears rufuse to run down my cheeks....

sheshigh sheshigh
18-21, F
Mar 17, 2009