I Can't Let Go

 Sometimes I cry from stress and from lack of sleep, but I can't cry for the really important stuff. When I fell the burning in my eyes or the hollowness in my throat, some part of me says, don't, you're being weak. I guess it's because when I was little I used to cry all the time, but got teased for it. So, I learned to hide my emotions. Sometimes though, I wish I could let go and cry. It would be a release to be able to let go for just long enough.

maladicta maladicta
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 27, 2009

I can't remember the last time I was able to cry. I long for it...

at least you cry from something. I have to watch something utterly heart crushing to shed a tear. I have never been much of a crier. and I have no idea why.....its just hard.