I miss him in my life. It is narcissistic thinking, but I hate thinking that he's going on with his life perfectly fine without me.

I am so sad, and yet I can't cry. Have I not yet faced the reality that I am alone? I feel so lonely and am so quick to try to flee from that feeling. I am scared that my friends will tire of my incessant texting. I want to cry, to physically mourn, and I don't know why I can't.
wovenlife wovenlife
31-35, F
1 Response Nov 12, 2014

I know how you feel just separated from my wife and she is still living in my home going on about her life as if nothing is wrong. I love her so much and do not want this. I am texting and calling people all day long talking and trying to make sense of this. I cannot cry either but I think I would feel so much better if I did.