Which Makes Others Cry..

 I was never the type of girl to cry after a breakup. I was never one of the girls crying in the bathroom at school. I was not the kind of girl that could run to her mother with tears running down her face. 

Growing up, instead of crying I yelled. When someone hurt me, I never let them know, I just let them know I was angry. Then I prayed that God help me with my temper and He did, however I still couldn't cry.

When a guy and I broke up, I went out of my way to make sure I was extremely merry and joyful. I don't know if I was proving to them I didn't need them, or proving it to myself. However now that I am older, and more conscience of how my actions effect others, I've come to realize this:

I have broken absolutely precious hearts by just simply acting as if I didn't care, or even worse, acting as if I was better off. By ignoring my pain, I caused it for other people. I'm stuck you see. I don't want to cry all the time, and let the person know they have hurt me, but I don't want them to hurt either.

InsanelyMe08 InsanelyMe08
26-30, F
2 Responses Aug 17, 2009

People of stregnth and character cry, Tossers dont.

crying is not only weak but it is useless.