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Im Black And Cant Dance!!!!!!!! Lol

Soo im a black,18 yr old female, to be honest i shouldnt even have time to write this because im supposed to be busy partying at clubs and campus parties, but alas, im so akward at parties and other events. I get asked to go out all the time but decline in fear of looking like a fool on the dance  floor. Part of this fear is due to the fact that i have social anxiety disorder, but even when im alone and try to learn, and still im not THAT good at it -_- what makes it worse is that im black and the type of dancing involved at the parties i get invited to requires you to grind with a boy (horrifying) . My friends forced me to go to two parties, i even smoked pot to ease my nerves but as soon as i walked in i wanted to leave. What makes it worse is that my boyfriend CAN dance and i have to watch him dance(very provocatively) with other girls, even though he would love to dance with me instead. ugh i get so angry at him that i want to break up, though i recently realized that what makes me so angry isnt only because hes dancing with other girls, its that im envious of him cause i want to have fun and dance too but i just cant do it right. :'(
rikachica rikachica 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2011

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I'm 14 and have no rhythm. Since im in band and the certain songs we have to play it involves us with dancing. Knowing i cant dance i just wanna walk off the field and sit down, instead of looking a mess. And im shy so its really hard for me to feel the music when im at teen parties. I wanna join a sorioty but you have to dance and do steps. One day i hope someone will teach me how to dance and have rhythm.

I'm 14 and have no rhythm. Since im in band and the certain songs we have to play it involves us with dancing. Knowing i cant dance i just wanna walk off the field and sit down, instead of looking a mess. And im shy so its really hard for me to feel the music when im at teen parties. I wanna join a sorioty but you have to dance and do steps. One day i hope someone will teach me how to dance and have rhythm.