It Makes My Nerves Bad.

When I don't know what to expect out of someone on a day to day, hour to hour basis, eventually I cut myself off from them.  When I can't innocently joke about stuff with somebody without them randomly exploding on me, or gettting their feelings hurt over every little thing, I can't be friends with them.  I don't like "high maintenence" friends, because my life is already high maintenence.  I definitely don't want to be close to someone who is ALWAYS trying to change me.  I can't deal with someone who claims to love me, yet they're always making judgements about me that clearly prove they do not know me AT ALL.  I'm sorry, but this is why I do not have very many friends.

urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
22-25, F
1 Response Mar 3, 2010

comments by mydearmarie spot on you will always have fine weather friends and all kinds of stuff that you may find difficult to handle for whatever reason. but equally there are many out there just like you and who understand. don't try too hard and care about you first until you are strong enough to give to others this will be your greatest reward