I'm Always Messing Up The Perfect Opportunity.I can never do anything right. I am very blessed to be just where I am now. I have had great jobs, dream jobs. But everything I do I mess up or dont finish. I got laid off from all my jobs except two which I got fired from. The current job I'm at now they offered me more pay and a better position, but I'm already making mistakes. I got warning just this pass Friday saying if I make one more mistake I will get fired. I made a mistake today at work and my supervisor just called me to say I will be seeing the big boss tomorrow. This is all after my warning Friday. God will even bless me and it seems I mess up or block my very blessing.
My life is one big mess and its like something doesnt want me to succeed. Its like I'm destend for failure and death. I cant do anything right. I dont even trust myself anymore. I feel like I need to meet someone who has the same inner me and has defeated it. I dont know what to do. Even my mother seem to have the same life before she died. I'm scared and fustrated.
ebrowieboy 26-30, M 3 Responses 0 Mar 20, 2011