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I'm Always Messing Up The Perfect Opportunity.

I can never do anything right. I am very blessed to be just where I am now. I have had great jobs, dream jobs. But everything I do I mess up or dont finish. I got laid off from all my jobs except two which I got fired from. The current job I'm at now they offered me more pay and a better position, but I'm already making mistakes. I got warning just this pass Friday saying if I make one more mistake I will get fired. I made a mistake today at work and my supervisor just called me to say I will be seeing the big boss tomorrow. This is all after my warning Friday. God will even bless me and it seems I mess up or block my very blessing. 
My life is one big mess and its like something doesnt want me to succeed. Its like I'm destend for failure and death. I cant do anything right. I dont even trust myself anymore. I feel like I need to meet someone who has the same inner me and has defeated it. I dont know what to do. Even my mother seem to have the same life before she died. I'm scared and fustrated. 
ebrowieboy ebrowieboy 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 20, 2011

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Man even I am leaving my dream job , because I have screwed up some things and my boss is unforgiving .<br />
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I dont enjoy what I do anymore . <br />
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Testing times man , I think it will pass .

Thanks I will take a look at this evaluation test. Today I just found out from my dentist that I have Peridontal disease and I can only pay so much of my rent. It goes on and on; let's see what tomorrow has for me.

Hey Bro <br />
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Even I am in the same position you are in, exactly the same . May be I feel we have the wrong job . <br />
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I did some research on this and found out the reason , we are either right or left brained , take the test and you will know your traits . <br />
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But the change has to come from within , No boss will give us enough time and resource to get to that point of excellence . <br />
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Try to self employment , you can do better .<br />
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Hope this helps .