I'm A Failure
I'm 40 years old and have never done anything right. I've failed at everything, being a mother, a wife, daughter, friend, as a person. Everyone tells me what I should do and when I do it, I'm told no, you didn't listen. You are wrong. Your feelings are wrong. I've always apologized for myself.. Ive tried, I've always tried. No one believes me, I am always wrong. I'm tired, I'm tired of therepists telling me what to do and I thought I was doing those things all along. I'm told my oldest child doesn't know how to feel, express emotion, cope. Shes a product of her environment. I can get it right with her, I'm a failure. I keep screwing up with her, I have three other children. I don't want to ruin anyone's life anymore.