I've been christian practically my whole life. The real jesus freak thing. I go to church 3 times a week not including occasional youth services, i play guitar in the band, pray, read the bible, i know He's real & almighty & theres nothing impossible for those who believe in Him. & thats whats so screwed up. I cant find breakthrough in my life. I serve the God of the impossible but thats just it. I just serve Him. I see people around me who havent spoken a word to Him besides taking His name is vain have everything they want. They dont wait on His timing, dont pray for open doors, dont beg for a light in the valley, they just go out & get it. Why. Why is somebody that doesnt care about pleasing God happier than me?
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18-21, F
Aug 24, 2014