To Hard

Ive tried to forget my past but its to hard.I have had so many bad things happen to me that i think bout more now.I only think of it cuz for once im finally happy,and i know that i wont stay happy for long since sumthing always happens to ruin my happiness.The stuff that i usually think about is my past relationships,they were so horrible.Thats one reason why im stayin single for now on,and just go out and have fun.I kno that my past will always follow me no matter what i do,il never forget the pain and stress ive caused my family and friends il never forget the bullshit i went through with my ex boyfriends.I kno that most of the stuff i caused was my fault and i regret everything,and i do wish i could tak it back,,but i kno that will never happen gotta live with my mistakes and regrets.
demonicsangel2011 demonicsangel2011
22-25, F
1 Response Oct 9, 2011

you have gone through so much, for someone so young.<br />
i got into heaps of trouble when i was your age, and caused everyone grief, but now i look back and realize i was not a bad person at all, i just was very strong and a rebel.<br />
i also have found that it makes me more compassionate and less judgemental, so don't be too hard on have gone through so much.<br />
wishing you peace..

thanx,im nt a bad person but i am a rebel.and thats a bad thing for me.