I'm Just Too Scared to

i don't like to get close to people cos i'm scared of losing them. it's hapened alot before so i now constantly fear losing people. with my ex-boyfriend, i pushed him away cos i was scared that i would hurt him, or i would lose him later on, so i pushed him away and we split up. i blame myself for that, and hate the fact that i can't let people in. it always makes me really insecure with friends, cos i'm scared that i might do something and they'll just fall out with me, so i dont like to get them really close cos then it might not effect me as much, and if anything happened to me, it wouldn't effect them as much.
sezy sezy
18-21, F
Aug 17, 2007