Cant Get Over Cheating Ex Boyfriend.. Should I Regret Leaving?Went out with a guy for over 2 years. He was the most thoughtful and caring guy Ive ever went out with..but he cant seem to say the words 'I love you". When asked he would just say he cant say what he cant feel so I waited.
A few months before our 2nd anniversay I caught him emailing and texting another girl fom the internet whom he has plans of meeting up with if I havent discovered. Said he's just depressed as he has been goin thu difficult times and me always havin problems with work and friends isnt helping.. So I believe him..But Have to admit havent really trusted him fully ever since and just a few months ago I caught him signing on this dating site. He doesnt wanna admit it so I made a phony profile and started emailing him and we started talkin without him knowing its me.. Then I confronted him over the phone and broke up with him.. Told him I dont ever wanna see his face again.. he hasnt bothered ever since and the next time I saw him he was his new girl and his housemate says its better for me to just forget about him and move on.
I know I shouldnt fe feeling bad as I know he cheated on me but it doesnt erase the pain that Im feeling. Just makes me wanna regret breaking up with him and obsessing on thoughts that If I just stick with him maybe things could have been better.
Ive tried everything to keep myself busy but still cant help feel depressed and obsessing bout him and his new girl..
Dont know what to do anymore..
weebabe5 31-35, F 10 Responses 1 Jul 18, 2010