I am onli 17 years of age, i have this boyfriend and we were together for about a month an he cheated on me with some random person that he met 1 night in the pub, she sat there being so nice to me an then she left. About 20 minutes later he sed he was going home and i never thought anything about it, an he went back to some1's house an slept with her. It came out about a month l8r he denied it and i believed him. Then about a month after THAT, we had a drink 1 night and we ended up in a big fight and he told me the truth.
Sometimes i do regret staying with him an it still devostates me even a year dwn the line. After i found out i lost it, started cheating on him cos i didnt see why i shouldnt and i'm not normally like that. he knows about it and has stayed with me cos he says he loves me and i know he does. But sometimes i just can't bear it.
I will never understand why he done it cos i generally didnt do anything wrong. There will always be that piece of me that will never forgive him, as much as he has changed now it will never make up for what he done, but i love him to much to leave. An now everytime he even talks to a girl i flip. He has done so much for me, but i just dont know what to do.
Feel free to leave comments and tell me what you think, it would actually be well appreciated.