The Hurt Wife
My husband shattered my soul. I was one of the wives that just knew, that beyond the shadow of any doubt, that MY husband would NEVER in a million yrs cheat. Yeah he cheated alright. And was caught during my most vulnerable time(s) yea more than one incident and during more than one pregnancy. Coming home on Mothers Day from spending the night with the woman I'm like 8 months pregnant. During my last pregnancy, the day of my delivery, a woman calls my hospital room asks for him, it was her, this was a yr later completely diff pregnancy. After swearing and promising to leave her, it never happened. The hospital incident blew me away! All the hidden cell phones. The lies on top of lies just to cover up any previous lies. No morals, no conscious. Just lying because he knew he could get away with it. I put up with this from 2002 till just last January of 2010! I honestly believe he stopped because he got sick, he's now on dialysis. A non drinker, non smoker, with no pork in his diet, no sodas. Has Renal failure? Nope that's God and Karma. So now he has amnesia about anything wrong he's ever done. Or its like giving a vampire garlic, superman kryptonite, it kills him. He has never confronted all this cheating, lying etc. He thinks leave it alone, it'll be ok, it'll all just go away. Well it's like a fungus, which thrives in dark damp places, keep it covered up, it's still wreaking havoc. I don't like him anymore, my only reason for staying is for my kids, they were so young and I had nowhere else to go. But now they are between the ages if 101/2 and 8, my middle child is 91/2 I also have a 19yrold. They aren't grown, but they are not babies. We are gonna get on out there and do it on our own. On prayers. All that he has sewn in those streets he is now reaping, and it's taking me dwn too! I have too much to loose to let that happen to me. My story is far from over I'll have more post soon. Forgive any typo's I was strictly writing from my heart, as I wrote this it did open up some old wounds, but also gave me some fresh new revelations.