Out Of Nowhere

I've been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years now. Since the day we met, we were inseparable. We did everything together and we always had fun. We moved in together about 7 months ago and I thought everything was fine. We had our own place, we had 2 dogs together, and we were happy for the most part. There has been more stress on both of us since the beginning of this year because we were trying to move and figure out where he would go to school, where I would work, and finding a place to live with both of our dogs. We were supposed to move in three months. I just found out yesterday that he had cheated on me. He kissed a girl at the bar. He started going out a lot the past couple of months but I didn't go with him (I was trying to quit smoking - didn't want to be around it). I never cared when he went out because I completely trusted him. When I found out yesterday, I made him move out. Now he's gone and I'm alone in the apartment that was supposed to be ours. We were so close to moving and now I have no idea where or when I can leave, I just cant stay here. He said it was a mistake and it would never happen again, but they always say that. I love him so much that I would never think to put myself in the situation that he put himself in. And he continued to go out even after that incident. I don't know if it was a one time mistake or if he is hiding more. I am so heartbroken because I would never put myself in a situation like that and to find out he doesn't care or respect me in the same way completely breaks my heart.
rybell1988 rybell1988
May 18, 2012