Its Been A Year
So my boyfriend cheated on me a little over a year ago and I still struggle to deal with it. A friend suggested I look for a support group so I did a search and came across this site. We have been together for 6 years and have 2 children together. He has done pretty much everything to prove to me he would never do this again and that he wants to be with me. We have had the talks and gone through almost every detail. Still I have issues. I thought I had worked through them but found out I was wrong and maybe never dealt with them at all. Maybe things are just coming up now I'm not really sure but the smallest things trigger thoughts and feelings. I try to talk to him about them and he does try to be understanding and help but its not working for me. So here I am. I'm out of ideas. Sometimes I feel completely alone and lost. I've realized that I have no self esteem since this happen so this is a struggle for me also.