Maybe I Saw This Coming?!

Well as hurt as I am, guess I really did see it coming. I was having dreams a month or two ago about him cheating on me. Then he did. I'm 5 and 1/2 months pregnant with his son... He keeps apologizing and saying he's stupid and it meant nothing. That he loves me so much.

This happened two days ago and he told me yesterday. I guess I'm just glad that at least he told me. Still, it doesn't make anything better.. I don't know what to do.. He didn't have sex with her, almost did. She gave him head and put it in and pulled it out.

I still love him and I want to be with him, he promises it'll never happen again... I'm the first girl he's ever cheated on. Its just harder now that theres a baby involved. But I don't know what to do for myself, I'm at such a loss right now. The only thing I can do is just... cry.

AmandaAtr0city AmandaAtr0city
18-21, F
3 Responses Oct 25, 2008

he probably confessed only after he knew you were suspicious anyway,and the stroy he TOLD you,mose likely false. he put it in but pulled it out???? come on now. girl is right there in front of him and he is aroused from oral sex and fooling around,AND it went in,he is not just going to stop. he never cheated before you? yeah right. i know you may want to believe what he told you but come on now. as much as it hurts if no one else will be honest with us we as women at least have to be honest with ourselves.

scoobydoo has given you good advise when they said "Try to forgive. You'll never forget but it'll fade with lots of time". <br />
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For me however, I feel that once a cheater....Always a cheater. <br />
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I did forgive my first husband and took him back. His second cheating incident, I again took him back and forgave him. Third cheating incident....I said screw this, I don't need this pain and heartache. I kicked him to the curb and left. Best decision I ever made!!

Try to forgive. You'll never forget but it'll fade with lots of time. I hope things work out for you