My Husband Cheated, and I'm Having a Hard Time Getting Over It.
After having 7 years of "happily ever after" my husband cheated. I had no idea until our kids came home from their grandparents (his parents) house, and told me about "her." He had been going out to karaoke w/ his parents on Saturday night, which is a hobby of his, and thought nothing of it. Apparently, that is where he met her. After finding out about her, I told him he needed to call and her, tell her it was over, and he was never seeing her again. He refused, and then moved out one day while I was out grocery shopping. It was devastating coming home to an empty house. The weekend after, my best friend talked me into going out for a few hours, to "get my mind off of things". He showed up.. with her, he refused to talk to me, and at the end of the night drug me across the parking lot with his car, because I wouldn't let go of the door handle. He came home 2 weeks later. I think the only reason he came home was because he was tired of the wild lifestyle she lived, drugs, drinking, not having a steady place to live. I don't think he came home because he loves me and his children. This all happened mid- March, and he came home mid-April. He doesn't act the least bit sorry. I love him and want this to work, but I cant stop thinking about it. I cry when we have sex, thinking of him being w/ her. I drive myself crazy checking the detailing on his cell phone bill, calling strange numbers to find out who they are. I know I can't continue like this, anyone have any advice??