Loved and Lost

I met my ex when I was 14 he lived down the street from me, we started dating. We got married at 21 we had 6 children together. But we both did not have a childhood so we both did are damage to each other. We were separated for 3 years but we still did things together as a family. We even put each other first when we were seeing other people. So I was very surprised and devastated when he brought me the divorce papers. I still am in love with him every day is a struggle trying to let go and I know I haven't I still have that little ounce of hope. What to do??!!?!
April1292 April1292
31-35, F
Dec 2, 2012