I`m Still Hurting

i lost her to cancer 10 years ago.i still think of what she would say about things.i still cry when i think of how she suffered.i had to watch her take her last breath.where i would know i was there for her.all the pain,she had such grace.one can only hope when its there turn that they have such grace and poise,she was loved by mainy.the world seens colder without her.

ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
1 Response Mar 20, 2009

Oh, you poor thing - it's just so awful that you lost that part of yourself. It's no wonder you're sad. And the world IS colder without her, I'm sure.<br />
The only thing that may help is faith that she is at peace now - no pain, no sadness, only love. She is, though, probably worried about YOU. She wouldn't want her leaving to make your life so hard. I bet she would want you to live every moment that you have left to it's fullest and then, when you see her again, she won't have to ream you out for not enjoying every moment while the getting was good. <br />
You don't want her to be mad at you, do you? :)