Pregnancy Tears At My Heart

I have been trying to get pregnant for a long time now and it seems much harder than I ever imagined. I've been to the doctor and we have tried clomid and now the doctors want to have my husband checked. I've had a miscarriage and that was emotionally draining. I want so badly to get pregnant and stay pregnant. My best friend of 15 years just had her first baby. I'm so happy for her but I know Im not a good friend because I never ask her about her baby. It's too hard for me. It's really hard to be around those who are pregnant or have kids when I'm having such difficulty with it. It makes me sad and it hurts to think I may never get that experience.
Lds1584 Lds1584
22-25, F
2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

Hie, i felt the same way too, is it jealousy? But i never got pregnant before.

We're going through exactly the same thing. Had a miscarriage once and haven't been able to get pregnant since. It's killing me. And it doesn't seem to phase my fiance, I think that's the hardest part, being alone in it, so just know that you're not alone, because in the same way that I'm here, going through what you're going through, imagine how many other's there are out there, like us..x