Fate

Im 22 years old, i had ovarian and uterus cancer and i had to remove my whole reproduction system. So unlike many of you, i really have no hope of getting pregnant, no egg, no womb. And the thing is im getting married this september. Many would think my partner and me are crazy, but honestly i just have to leave it to fate. Maybe god have better plans for me. Im able to accept my condition but i do feel like **** though when people around got pregnant and celebrate a birth of a child, up till now i still dont know how to feel or react during those celebrations. Its like i really dont know how to feel happy for them. Am i the only one feeling like this? Is it healthy to have those feelings?
Leened Leened
22-25, F
2 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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Thank u so much for the response. It definitely feels better to open up and get to say my worries...