Sleep? Ha....

Sleep...sleep is foreign to me, i have not had a good night sleep in 3 or 4 years...everynight laying tossing and turning, something keeping me awake. Sometimes it feels physical, like its too hot, or my legs feel really restless, or my back is out of alignment. Sometimes it feels like my brain is going at 1000 miles a minute, unable to stop or even slow down. Other times, i just get really bad vibes...like something really terrible is going to happen and it keeps me awake...my days are living nightmares populated by upset stomachs and headaches, as well as the typical drowsy state...like a wandering drunk...basically its affected everything from relationships to schoolwork...i had not thought it a problem until very recently, but have been to afraid to seek help, lest my parents find out and they think its just me, or find out about my grades...
Deldest Deldest
18-21
May 7, 2012