... and life goes on. No intent to be blunt but there's not a lot you can do about it without spending a lot of money that could be used more wisely elsewhere. I too had that experience when I was your age. I tried several times to grow a moustache (beards were not legal in the military branch I belonged to). One night, a friend noticed my 5-6 month growth (it was less than 1/4-inch long) and asked how long I had been growing 'it'. I don't remember now how I talked my way out of that situation. I shaved it off the next morning and haven't tried again since. If you're still single, keep in mind that many women prefer less hirsute guys. I hope you find this note to be encouraging, as it is intended. Unfortunately, words on a screen often do not send a complete message.
Thnks for the support. I just don't know what to do, man.... It's embarrassing, I tried to go on with my life, but.... it's winter, my face is cold....