I am tired of my life being run by mental illness. I wish I could make it all go away. There's only one thing I know that can make it go away forever.
Aulara Aulara
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 9, 2007

stay strong and pray to god. i know how you feel i tried suicide. you dont want to be in hell forever. the devil is getting in your mind znd making you think these things its not good stay strong and pray

Hang in there! It's not your fault that your mental illness is running your life. You need proper support. The kind that is lacking in today's society. most of us humans need to rethink our values and understand that every person is more intrinsically valuable than profit or material possessions. I think the first step towards this is to promote the understanding and awareness that mental illness is real and we all must to carry its burden together. We are all neighbours. No one should be left alone to feel the way that you do. Hope is on its way.

I was diagnosed bipolar when I was 19. It is really crappy to be given a label like that. I hated the drugs I had to take & I so wanted to show them they were wrong. Now I take my meds about once a fortnight when I can't sleep. Life does get better.