I Cannot Handle My Life Anymore
I cannot handle this. I had probably the worst day of my life, the thing is I have to subject myself to this for the next months. I am so suicidal right now. I thought something good might FINALLY happen in my life. Things is I was ******* kidding myself. It's always bad and it's getting worse. I cannot deal with this ****. I want to stop being ****** over, I cannot ******* handle this!!!! Why me? I should have ended my life when I had the chance and everything was set out perfectly. What an idiot. Now you're paying.