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Shoved In My Face

I always wanted to settle down and start a family. I always did. But how is that possible if I can't make a family of my own? I'm all for adoptions, but it still hurts. I will never have a child of my own. It's stuffed in my face every time I see a mother and child walking down the street, or shopping, or at the movies. I wish I could, but I can't.
BloodRedShadow BloodRedShadow 18-21 3 Responses Jun 28, 2012

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Is it a biological issue? If not just talk to your friends and see if anyone would help you conceive?

I'm in the same predicament.

I am so sorry. :/
If you wanna talk I'll listen.

I'd rather not. Thank you though.

That's fine. If you do, Vic knows I listen well...
I hope you feel better though.

You don't feel like Vic though, too warm. But there are other things on my mind. Vic normally doesn't listen to what's usually up there...but I guess I can't blame her. Dealing with me for a year is a task in and of itself...

I am a kind person. I didn't use to be, but I've changed much. I've helped Vic when she has had issues going on. I may not know how to help, but I try my best to be there and be a support system. I guess she calls me Mum for a reason.

Mum huh...I guess...I can try. For the sake of Kath I will try...I want her to return seeing me smile, not cry...and I want her to know I'm alright even without her...my Mum...I guess so...

^-^ Don't push yourself if you don't feel it's right. When you feel like you would like to talk to me you can. Whenever you need to talk. Vic texts me all the time when she needs it. I'll be there for you too if you need it.

Fine....what can I do? What should I talk about? Where? How?... Texting isn't an option right now...

Whatever you feel like you need to talk about. Doesn't matter where or how.

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