I Can't Keep a Darn Job
I recently graduated from college with BSBA in Marketing. After graduation I traveled all over Europe for a month before I had to jump into the real world. As soon as I came back, I began to interview everywhere. I had some really good interviews. One company actually said to me "We do not want to lose you" and offered to move up the second interview since I wouldn't be able to interview again until 2 weeks later (It was around the 4th of July). This company ended up "going in a different direction" and I didn't get the job. Not a good way to start. Since then I have had a few offers that I turned down and a few that I have accepted. The problem is that with the one's that I accepted I can't seem to stay for more than a week. I just start to freak out about all the responsibility and that everyone is watching and talking about me and I have panic attacks and end up quitting. I do a good job, I'm told, in the short amount of time that I'm there. I just get in a bad mood and can't take it anymore and just want to run away. I currently live with my fiance in her parents basement, so sad. I went to the doctor yesterday and I'm getting on Celexa to help control anxiety and panic attacks. I should be interviewing soon again and I have to keep this next job or my fiance' has threated to leave me. Just wanted to vent. I would love any feedback.