I Cant Get My Life On Track
i am a 34 year old woman with a young child who cant seem to keep a job . Ever since i started working at 17 i have yet to hold down a job for longer than a year and a half. i suffer from major insecurities and always unsure of my skills and as a result cannot function in an office setting. i know i am rambling but i own a professional degree and cant seem to pass my state exam, i also cant seem to hold a job long enough to save money to move out of the one bedroom apartment i have been living in since i was in school. I am afraid of office work (9-5) environment, because i lose focus if i am in one location for long period at a time. i now only apply for jobs that pays low wage because of the freedom and flexibility it affords me but it does not seem to get me out of poverty. i have stack upon stack of student loans and cant seem to find my way out of it. i find it harder to keep a close relationship in my personal and work life .. as a result i always feels like no one is on my side. i usually start a job believing i will be fired because of all my experiences. recently i have come to a conclusion that i cannot seem to make it here in the USA, perhaps i must move and live overseas as i know the standard of living will be lower and with my savings i can start a small buiness do whatever i wanted without the stress of the daily grind. I was recently fired for a job after working for 3 months and the part-time job that i currently have appears to be on a rocky ground. i just want to be able to find a job so that i can work long enough to save to move from here..i am becoming depressed.. HELP!!!