3 Months Almost And Dying Waiting For You..

I just can't except the fact that we're over. I can't except that I'll never see you again and that you don't love me. I love you so much and have been waiting for you for so long. I miss you so much. If only you knew how many tears I have shed over you.
After everything you did to me, everything you said, I still love you and want to be with you.
If I had one wish in the world I'd wish for you.....forget solving cancer, ending hunger, world peace all of that takes a back seat to you in my eyes.

For three months I've been pretending but I can't keep it up much longer. I haven't been alive these past 12 weeks just going through the motions of life without really being there.
I can't let you go because I can't get you out of my heart......ohhhh I love you so much and miss you more than you'll ever know...............................

I'm slowly dying and only wish it would happen faster because I do not want to live without your love
nolongermyslef nolongermyslef
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 17, 2012

I'm feeling the exact same thing as you write here, word by word. I hope it gets better for you dear, my heart has died and i wish i could die along with it :'( there is no life for me without him, my everything, my sunrise... there is no light in this life without him, no sun, no life. I miss him so damn much i will die :(

a hug to you my friend, i know what you're going through :(