Still Causing Pain

I'm trying very hard not to let the abuse I suffer at the hands of my ex-boyfriend define who I am NOW, but it would also be wrong of me to say it does not.

I don't know where I was or even what I did to invite him to start stocking me...
I'm trying to grow and change so why can't he ?

I sometimes wonder if he my ex-boyfriend now stoker knows the hurt and pain they are still causing or even really care.
CMA1234 CMA1234
46-50, F
Jan 10, 2013