My Husband Has An Addictive Personality

We have been together for 8 years. At first it was cigarettes and food. Then came the pain pills and ***********. In the last year he has spent every penny he makes on gambling. He took out 6 loans to cover debts where he owed almost $6000. to bookies. He took all my jewelry and sold it to gamble. He lies constantly about where the money goes. I believe he loves me but these addictions are tearing me apart. I stay depressed and cry all the time. He is a truck driver and only comes home every 2-3 weeks. I am lucky to get $200. per month to help with the bills. Why can't I let him go? I know I am unhappy because of him. I pray for God to show me the path I need to take.
46-50, F
Jul 17, 2012