WHY She Doing This to Me

YESTERDAY I WAS RUBBING MY WIFE'S BACK CAUSE SHE WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN.OUT OF NOWHERE SHE SAYS "I WISH YOU COULD **** ME UP AGAINST THE WALL".I SAID ME TOO.I WAS SO MAD CAUSE SHE WEIGHS 250 AND ME 140.IT SIMPLY ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN.WHY IS SHE TORMENTING ME WITH THIS?ANYWAY THEN SHE SAYS"MAYBE I SHOULD SELL MY BODY".IM LIKE YEAH MAYBE.I WAS SO PISSED I ALMOST SLAPPED HER *** TILL IT FLATTENED.I RAISED MY HAND BUT DROPPED IT AND SHE FLINCHED.I SAID WHATS WRONG.SHE SAID I THOUGHT U WERE GONNA HIT ME.I WAS BUT SHE DONT KNOW JUST HOW BAD.ANYWAY I JUST DONT GET IT.SHE BEEN ASKING ME QUESTIONS LIKE "DONT U EVER THINK OF CHEATING? OR U SURE U NEVER CHEATED ON ME?"-LIKE SHE'S LOOKING FOR A NEW REASON.I AM TRYING TO GET OVER THE FIRST AFFAIR.ITS BEEN 6 MONTHS(OCT) SINCE I BUSTED HER AND I JUST WONDER WHATS GOING THROUGH HER HEAD.I MEAN DAMN.HE CALLED HER 3 TIMES LATELY TRING TO GET HER TO CHILL WITH HIM.SHE TOLD ME BUT Y DID SHE TELL ME.SHE WAS TELLING ME BOUT HIM WHILE SHE WAS ******* HIM.I CANT DO THIS.IF IT WASNT FOR THIS WEBSITE  I WOULD GO FREAKING NUTS!!I MEAN WHAT DOES SHE WANT FROM ME.IF SHE WANTS TO GO WITH THIS GUY-Y CANT SHE JUST SAY SO.IM SO WORRIED NOW CAUSE ITS GETTING HOT AND YOU KNOW PEOPLES HORMONES START TO RISE.I HATE THINKING MY WIFE IS A **** BUT DAMN.SHE REALLY STARTING SCARE ME.THIS WAS AROUND THE SAME TIME SHE TOLD ME BOUT HIM LAST YEAR.IT REALLY REALLY HURTS.WHILE SOME WHO KNOW ME HERE MIGHT WONDER Y I DONT JUST USE MY "MAGICAL POWERS" TO MAKE THIS STOP-Y WOULD I.IF SHE DONT LOVE ME THEN ITS A WASTE OF TIME.I AM SO DAMN HURT.
SINISTERMEMPHISTO SINISTERMEMPHISTO
26-30, M
May 11, 2007