I can't fall in love. The only time I really fell for someone was when I was 21. I loved a friend of mine from the our first encounter. I didn't confess so I won't lose him. Well, he is married now to a girl. Since then, I couldn't feel attracted to anyone. I met this gorgeous girl and we date now. She is perfect. She is so perfect that it will break my heart to tell her about my true feelings. I wish her calls end as quickly as possible. When she wants to meet me it's like a burden. I can't wait for it to end. I am too scared to reject her. And I'm tired of pretending to love her....
one42 one42
26-30, M
Aug 20, 2014