I never told my best friend I loved him before he moved. When I visited him after a year, it felt like a dagger was pushed slowly into my chest every time I saw his girlfriend. I know it was stupid of me, I don't know what I expected, but it hurt, you know? He was such a nice guy, now, he's a massive douche - basically ignored me for the whole trip, handed me off to some of our friends that live there. Now, I am of two halves: one hates his guts to the core for changing into the kind of person you fantasise over in murder stories, the other longs for the day he turns up at my house proclaiming his love and apologies. This ******* sucks.
HansFizzlebeef HansFizzlebeef
18-21, M
May 17, 2014