I started at a very early age but started slowly. I started with the sears and JC Penny catalogs looking at the women in their lingerie and girdles. I loved the look and so I started exploring my mother's lingerie drawers and started wearing her pantyhose and girdles. I just loved this feeling and got to the point where I started buying my own pantyhose. When I got my own place I started buying more silky lingerie to go with my panties and this is all I did for quite some time but everyday when I got home I would dress in my lingerie and pantyhose wanting it more and more. One day I bought my first pair of high heels and that was it I feel in love with those heels and at that moment I knew I wanted the whole package. From that point on I bought complete outfits so that when I dressed in my female clothes I had the whole outfit from the panties hosiery and slips to the skirt and blouse or dress and then my high heels and wig. When I am not dressed I can't stop thinking about the next time I will get dressed. I love cross dressing and look forward to the day I have the nerve to go outside dressed as a woman.