Can't See It

I can't find why i am acting like i am. I have never been like this before. I can't see whats inside me and I feel it has been like that for a long time. I'm lost in the questioning of why and not the reasons for. i can't see myself at all I can't keep my mind on anything other then why and someone i feel is worth my love....yet my love is as twisted as the way i can't see me. my love of self is the only thing keeping me from giving the love i know is in me. just not for me.

SpodaB SpodaB
31-35, M
1 Response Mar 9, 2009