Safe From The Storm?

I thought I could shut off my feelings, block out the storm by putting up shutters with little suns on them, smiley suns with goofy sunglasses and a bright outlook.  It worked, for a while.  It was almost as if it was nice out, as if there never was a storm.  But I think I got cheap *** shutters, because the storm tore right throught them, destroying them, ripping up those goofy little sunglasses and throwing the shards of what was once my protection in my direction, cutting at my percieved happiness, my vulnerable soul, and my arms.  I was safe from the storm for a while, but I couldn't ignore it forever.
fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

We can close our eyes to things we do not wish to see, but we cannot close our hearts to things we do not wish to feel. --??

That's the thing, it's hard to just ignore emotions, at some point we all have to deal with them, work through them, even the yucky, bad emotions babygurl. Love youu!

thanks chippie.. that's some good advice :) I'm getting better at that I think