I guess i can't sleep because i have too much to think about. i just lay there and listen to the sounds all around. the smallest wind blowing. a small number of cars most likely going home or to the airport or maybe they are like me, and can't sleep so they go for a ride in the car and drive as the world is sleeping, feeling its all the world but them. i lay there thinking about my day and relive every moment; word and feeling again and again. on a number of nights i remembered deep memories ... i just lose myself in thought so much that sleep doesn't come.

And if i do get to sleep i have nightmares or dreams that are hurtful so now sleeping when its dark is both scary and hard.

There is nowhere i can get help from... i dont think this is going to do much good but  all the same heres my story, thankyou for reading.

LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2008

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I still can't sleep years on from Writing this! But I have less Nightmares

Dang, I know that feeling... =(

I´m sorry you cant sleep.

The night is the time when all problems seems unsolvable. Have you tried to listen to some quiet and relaxing music that puts your mind to other things. I know people that gets some help by doing that.