A Simple Escape

it's 2 am in the morning... and i can't sleep. i just cried over the phone, again. i guess it's easier to pretend that you are fine, yet you are not. it's easier to smile than explaining the reason behind it. i don't know what to do anymore... i don't want to be alive right now. not at all... god kept taking away the lives of innocent people, please take mine away instead. stop killing unnecessarily. just take mine... i don't want to live, i don't need to live like this.... no one listens, nobody cares... not you. you don't care. and i want you to... but you can't. how long will this last... it's my choice and my choice only.... it all depends on me.... if i could stop myself from inhaling the oxygen, i would.... such a simple escape.
LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
22-25, F
2 Responses Jul 13, 2010

Id do the same if it was possible, to just slip into the sweet escape of nothingness, no hurt, no awful memories, no missing of anyone that broke ur heart...to just disappear as if never having existed.

People may think of us as crazy but I agree with you