My Dreams Are Going To Kill Me

I'm scared my dreams are going to kill me. I am a very very ambitious woman. I have wanted to go to graduate school since I was 14 years old. To say I have been on a rollercoaster trying to achieve this dream is an understatement. I feel like I am going to have a heart attack as I am finally at the point where I am waiting for letters that can change my life forever. One word will either put me in a state of bliss or put me spiralling out of control. Accept or Reject. The power of those words are unbelievable. I'm really really scared.
happyadventurer happyadventurer 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 29, 2013

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You will be accepted. It took me 8 yrs to get my Masters. But it was not the time taken to complete it but time spent waiting to get into a graduate school. So once I was in it was just a matter of time before I got my Masters in social work. So I can relate to what you are going through. I was accepted by Kean Univ, Rutgers, Rowan. While being a student at Mercer County College. I accepted Rutgers but was separated from the program as the Univ felt I was not ready,. I had low GPA and I admitted to dropping out of a Sexual abuse program due to unresolved issues with my own abuse. But I eventually completed my Masters from Widener University in Chester, PA. All the best to you. Love and Hugs. Jai

I t is perfectly natural. this is an important and exciting time for you. Keep the chin up. Things are going to work out for you.

Don't worry! Be happy! Everything will turn to be okay.