That's Why I'm Up Late Tonight
It's almost 5 in the morning. I haven't slept well in days and I've been out and about and pretty physically active. I'm exhausted and would love nothing more than to sleep but my mind won't allow me. I am in limbo in so many ways and I want a little certainty in my life and I feel intensely about the things that are up in the air and just not knowing what's going to happen is driving me crazy. I have so many thoughts right now and I'm too overwhelmed to sleep. Yet sleep would be good both physically and mentally...I think I need a break from all my questions and restlessness and sleep would be a nice escape.
Extreme exhaustion is sometimes the only way I know how to fall asleep.
I'm too drowsy to do something productive but not calm enough to actually fall asleep.
I really wish this situation would get resolved one way or another so I can have some peace of mind again.