Right Now...

i should be asleep. i should be upstairs just snoozing away... but im here, in the living room, on the computer. not to mention, i have my headphones on listening away to celine dion (current song on my playlist) & im nowhere close to being drowsy. it's getting pretty bad that all i can do is think 24 hours a day & it's disrupting my sleeping pattern. i mean, c'mon! how much can one person think about a topic or two? wouldn't my mind get tired of the subject by now?... no. i guess my sleep doomed to be interruped by non-important information for a good amount of my life. GRR.

gardenbeauty gardenbeauty
26-30, F
2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

i can't imagine just shutting off my brain. it's like it has a mind of its own! lol no pun intended, but seriously. when i try to do anything, it sometimes thinks the opposite. lol i feel like it does it to spite me. or maybe im crazy *shrug* i dunno if your mind plays tricks on you that way or not. lol

i do try to think of nothing but white or black sometimes. i try to invision myself sitting right smack in the middle of a white cube where no matter where i look, i see nothing but nothing. haha sometimes it works but i have to keep that focus for so long lately that it's not working so well...