Body Sleep Refusal...

There is something seriously wrong with me at the moment. For the past week my sleep pattern has completely deteriorated. I stay up quite late; usually until about half three or four and then I wake up just a matter of a few hours later. I have to force myself to sleep longer because there is no way my body has had enough sleep, but it is the hardest thing in the world to do at the moment. After experiencing a mental breakdown from exhaustion the other day, I can’t risk having another one so I need my sleep however stubborn my body is to not have it. I don’t know what is going on; I have always absolutely loved sleeping. I could have slept for England no problem a few months ago, but now I seem to be so keen to live my life to the full, I want to be awake for as long as possible. I had only six hours sleep yesterday after forcing myself to sleep for about an hour in the morning. And now it’s only been three and a half hours. I know I sit up thinking about my neighbour at night and can’t wait to see him in the day, but this is just crazy. I don’t understand why my body is doing this to me. if this really is because I like my neighbour that much, I must be completely out of my mind. Maybe my body is homesick, because I am constantly crashing out at everyone else’s house. The last time I remember, I slept better when in my own bed than when I sleep everywhere else, but that could have just a one off for all I know.
Vikz4913 Vikz4913
26-30, F
1 Response Jul 15, 2010

I completely understand you<br />
My sleep cycle is just awefully deranged rite now! OMG and I can't figure out any way to get it bk on tracks