Why Doesn't My Brain Have An Off Switch?

It's 12:29 right now and I have to get up in about 5 hours... I have tried going to sleep for hours now, but my mind keeps wondering and I can't stop thinking about the future and past. I miss how things used to be and my ex. I am worried about a close friend in the UK who I used to talk to every day and has now mysteriously disappeared without a word. Most of all I miss my happiness. I wish I didn't have anything to worry about and I wish my mind would not endlessly wonder and think about things that make me worry like this. I want to sleep but that almost has been impossible lately. I hope these last weeks of school will go by quick. I want this stress to be over with and move on with life.
bayleezan bayleezan
18-21, F
May 18, 2012