The Last Year and a Half....i Was Alone

Shane just stopped talking to me. We stopped having sex, we never went anywhere except to do the monthly shopping. If I wanted to have a conversation, I HAD to make the first move. He never talked first. He never volunteer hugs or kisses, I had to ask for them every time.

He'd sit in front of his computer and ignore me completely. He was worse with my mom. He left and the really ****** up thing is I miss him........I REALLY DO!

He wasn't perfect, and the last year we were together I think maybe he said he loved me twice.....But he was all I had and now I know I won't have anything better.... I've been on this planet for going on 37 yrs.... He was my longest relationship and my best one. Sucks, huh?


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Feb 12, 2009